Wednesday, October 25, 2017

Skin

My little world, my little world, where are you?
Your fucked up dream, your fucked up dream, destroyed it!

Lies after lies, nights after nights
I wonder how often I sleep
Wrapped in so tight, memories destroyed
Turned inside, a man shaped void

My simple life, my loving child, how are you?
That fucked up noise, that fucked up choice, destroyed you!

Fast and blind, night after night
Face after face, I stare tight
Twisted Inside, six miles high, I burden you
Dead Inside, I rehearse to murder you

Now, as my pulse goes still
And my heart goes quiet
I forget this hell
But at the end of it all

I survived you

1 comment:

  1. 'man shaped void'
    It's very raw and very you, and though it's painful I'm almost glad to read it because the last time I met you I didn't quite know you anymore and couldn't reconcile he you from my childhood to the sucessful you now.
    I'm glad that you mourn for the free spirit as well.

    Please keep writing

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